I Am The Avalanche - Holy Fuck

So I'm alone for the first time in five years
Holy fuck, things have changed - oh oh
I'm happy to see you can live without me
I've sorted out my life, my tragic life - oh oh
Don't pat yourself on the back yet - oh oh
Just shut your mouth and pay your rent
And make a record they'll never forget

I care too much, too much to leave
You don't turn your back on family
Besides, how could I ever look you in the eye
Without knowing that I tried

Thank God it wasn't winter
When all this me and you shit hit the fan - oh oh
The sun, the streets, the records I bought
Were my crutches again and again - oh oh

Don't pat yourself on the back yet - oh oh
Just shut your mouth and pay your rent
This is a year that you'll never forget

I care too much, too much to leave
You don't turn your back on family
Besides, how could I ever look you in the eye
Without knowing that I tried

Change is something I accept
But I can't accept a stranger in you
So please, so please, so please make this a dream

So I'm alone for the first time in five years
Holy fuck, things have changed - oh oh

I care too much, too much to leave
You don't turn your back on family
Besides, how could I ever look you in the eye
Without knowing that I tried, I tried, I tried